Spirit Discussions
Experience of an American Christian Woman
Mary channels Mandy, a Mormon woman who passed in America from breast cancer in the 1960's while in her 50's, who outlines the difficulties of facing her resistance to feeling the terror from her childhood and the addictions that degraded her condition further for over 50 years after passing. Topics include: considering ourselves spiritual people, living a life of service to others, breast cancer, believing oneself to be a righteous, moral and good person, talking the talk of love and truth, the shock of passing and accepting one's own condition, the process of degradation in the spirit world, extreme terror and fear, being surrounded by spirits who want to further abuse, crying out to God, living a life avoiding fear and terror and the further pain and suffering avoidance of these emotions causes in the spirit world, the compulsion to tell oneself that one is spiritual, using trauma from childhood to justify very unloving actions and behaviour towards others, how not to be afraid to face what is real without judgement, that God does not judge and the results of avoiding the emotions of fear, shame, and worthlessness.